im STUPID...

当时的我在这里曾经说过...
"前天应该算是我今年最高兴的一天了~从那天起,我已相信世上绝对是有奇迹的...是没有"不可能"的...那么久了,终于有好结果...尽管要我付出多少都是值得的~~"
-------新的生活,因为有你

但,事情过去后,我曾想你道歉...
"我只想對你說：“對不起，我不該打擾你的生活。對不起，擾亂了你的生活。對不起，真的對不起……。希望你能幸福快樂。真得很對不起。”"
-------够了

五个多月这段时间,我.....
"im a loser in evrythng..in frenship ,in love ,in family ,in study....bt,i wont gv up...tat 's wat i hv learn in all tiz problem...i wn to stop thnking....i wn to stop writing....i wn to stop all the thngz b4..."
-------i wn to stop

五个多月后,我选择了....
"无论游戏,学业,课业都好...我不要再看见了...我不能在承受...我的心不能在痛下去...我放弃了什么,我只能说对不起!!!最后的方法只能逃避........"
-------缘分,冤分??


我一直不断提醒自己...
一切都已过去...
我不应该想起你...
我不应该见到你...

我再次道歉...
不但向你...还有妳..
对不起...
我扰乱你们了...

我不会在扰乱你们了...
我已决定了...
我退出了worship team
没有为什么...

等我心不在痛...
自然就好了...

现在的心依然在绷紧...
痛着....

by parad!s3...5343.9909

im rubbish

tiz few days happen a lot of FUNI thngzzz...
i duno wat cn i do...
i oso duno hw to face it...

i hav pai wu pai till 12pm every nitezz...
almost finish...
bt finalli all lik rubbish ..
throw into DUSTBIN...
haizzz...~

tiz few days....
all thngs i hav done..
all throw into dustbin...
im the rubbish..!!!
the rubbish tat everyone throw into dustbin...
all of fthm throw me into it~~~

by parad!s3...5343.9909

28/09

tiz few days v were juz lik drop into a big hole!!
start argue ...
arguement between our frenships...
cuz the competition...
actuali..i hope v cn done tiz in no arguement..~
frenship forever..~

i hav join the cheerleading competition n hot dance ...~
2 dance....
my sis n i are joining the eng singing contest too..~
whoa..~^^gambateh..
im bc in tiz few days..~
i nid to design the shirt...
thnk of the act...
mix the song...
n thr is oso test around me..
OH NO!!!~BC~~

hope all my group member do their own best..
nt juz at the time while v competition
oso at the time v prac everyday...
pay attetion..~^^
gambateh!!!!~

by parad!s3...5343...9909

23/09

today i have w&g test..~
it's a little hard ..~
hmm...bt still okla..~
2mr have maths test...
hope cn score nice marks..==''
scare..nervous....

2day js din attend to skul..
duno is sick jo or....(secret)
if reli sick..
hope she will get well soon..~

tiz sat is cy 's birthday...
bt v cnt celebrate on tat day..
cuz im bc at nite..
other fren bc in the noon..
so....
v celebrate her birthday 2mr nite...~~!!
haha~
2mr ,after tt...
i directly go cy home...
thn sin tgt go celebrate...

by parad!s3...5343.9909

22/09

今天是中秋节...
晚上和家人一起庆祝咯...
妹妹弟弟今晚有参与武术表演
所以,我们在那庆祝咯...

刚从补习回来....
补的是数学...
真的有点闷...

这个星期六...
是我的好朋友的..
大日子...!!!!~
哈哈...
很想在这里分享如何帮他庆生的...
可是...
他会来我blog 3838..~XD
对不起咯...各位...
要暂时保密咯...
等待那天,我才告诉你们咯...XD~

一段时间,一段回忆,一段感情,一段悔恨..~

by parad!s3..5343.9909

im here again...

when july...
i said tat i wont cum b tiz blog agn..
i will create a new blog...
bt...
im b n im here again..
do u all noe y???

laz time i created the new blog is stand for
new me,new life...
bt during tiz few months...
i found tat i din chg...
i din gv up...
i din hav create a new life for myself...
the new blog is meaningless...

so,i came b..~
i hvn chg to the new me...
i will nt go to the new blog..

by parad!s3...5343.9909